♥ Sunday, August 28, 2005
what's friends?
i dont know why. but im all happy and sad now. some of you might have know the reason...
my good friends didnt turn up at the singing competition...
i wouldnt expect them to, if they hadnt repeatedly tell me they definitely will~
i lied to myself that they're just busy and that they would still come to me, informing me they're not free but at least encourage or support me... but when i asked, the reply i get from one is im sorry, i forgot, another was i know you're joining, but no one tell me when...
i start wondering the importance. dont know, dont care, dont bother
the thing is, why did others, people whom i hardly talk to, bothers to encourage, support and come asking about how i fare.
right at that point of time, what were they doing?
whenever someone asked me about this, or when i told those i called good friends or even now, im tearing - tears of disappointment
can anyone define the meaning of friends?
i wouldnt expect you girls to come, if you hadn't tell me you definitely will.......
loved; 9:07 PM